Sunday, March 14, 2010

I want a Graphics Tablet

I want a Graphics Tablet!

I wanna do line art of my drawings in photoshop.

I wanna do color my drawings in photoshop.

I wanna be out of this world... be in to my mind of craziness...

LOL...

I have to save money for me to buy that thingy.

I hope dad could buy me one....

OR...

They would just give it to me as a birthday gift.... ? :p

LOL...

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Nong Poy - My New Inspiration

I was in a deep depressed state these past few days until my classmate sent me a link to a slideshow entitled "The Most Beautiful Man in the World" and so I checked it out. And it was about a guy who went a sex change who is now known as Nong Poy (Treechada Marnyaporn, her real name).

I checked her videos on youtube and her images on google and I am so fascinated on what I saw there. She is so beautiful like a real woman. She is more feminine than me and that's why I'm so amazed.

Because of her, it came into my thought of making myself more feminine like her. Keeping my room (rather my bed and stuff) arranged, wearing simple clothes which really suits me, talking so sweet, keeping myself in a calm mood and many more.

Nong Poy made me realize more that I should love myself. To be simple and appreciate things that I have. Then now, I'm always in a good mood and not being so much disturbed to some factors to make myself feel so down.

Although Nong Poy is not biologically born female, I still consider her as a true example of femininity.

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

What Should I Prioritize?

I'm pretty in the bug these days. I'm always bothered of what things should I do for the mean time. I always have plenty of things to do. I need to do this, I need to do that. Yet... This is giving me a hard time. I don't even enjoy things anymore since that I was bothered of those things to do. So for me to enjoy things again, I just need to choose what things to prioritize. With this prioritization, I must apply self-discipline to do things which are really important and be not bothered by things which ruin the focus of doing the certain thing.