bLizZ for Today (02-05-09)

1. I'm going to write songs again.
2. I'll work harder to attain my goals.
3. I'm regaining my strength again.
4. Happy because my je t'aime texted me.
5. Feeling great when listening to Olivia Lufkin's songs.
6. Realized that my classmates still there for me even though I'm making distance from them.
   

Starting to Give Up

This day, I'm being diluted with the frustrations, stress and griefs. Also, there are somethings that
popping out in my head which I wanted to do. But with these school work, which are totally frustrating, I feel like being trapped in a room pushing walls which are impossible to be moved.

I was thinking to fail some of my subjects like what my schoolmate did before because of his frustration. But if I do that, I'm just some kind of quitter and I also gave up my will to the goal.

But, this is killing me. The thing that I want to enjoy life without worries bothers me a lot. I want self-development. But taking time to enjoy first than to do some on-the-deadline stuffs stresses me. If ignore those on-the-deadline stuffs, I will be on height of tension. Especially since I am on to enjoy life as I want it to be. I want to do things that I really wanted to do, which are part of my the edge of danger about my school stuff.

I know what to do. But it feels like, my body is splitting into two.

(*whew)This is only a challenge I need to pass. But how long will I keep standing?

bLizZ for today (02-05-09)

1. I cut my hair for few bangs and it goes well.
   
2. Finished my midterm exams for Circuits 2.
3. "Going to school early, listening to discussion and study after every lecture makes a student excel."
4. Olivia Lufkin is my new inspiration.
5. I feel ready to the new me.
6. What ever happens, SMILE!
7. Karate a day, keep the body awake.
8. Do I truly believe in MIRACLES? I guess don't. But still, I have to found out what MIRACLE is like.
   

I Found My New Inspiration

While browsing on Nana(anime) soundtrack, I found a curiosity about the soundtracks. I got curious if who is Olivia. I wondered if Reira was inspired by this Olivia because of the artist name "OLIVIA inspi' Reira (Trapnest). Because of that, I researched it. Then I found that Olivia sung the anime soundtrack of Nana(anime).

I found her blog site. weeee.... Her blog site is so cute. An artistic attitude gives mood to her blog site. I told myself. I like her. I admire. She's my newly added inspiration for building my target personality.

Anyways... I like her music... I like her creativity... I'm inspired.

A new step added to the whole new me!