Tuesday, December 22, 2009

At Last! I'm Done!

After several nights of almost no sleep and skipping study period, at last! I'm done!

I already finished the t-shirt design for the Engineering Week 2010. I feel good because this is the time that I really exerted effort on something again. Thank you Lord for the help and also to my friends to gave suggestions. I hope I would win the competition. geez...

Sunday, December 20, 2009

No More Resident Evil Stuff! No more of it, bLizZter!

I'm crying again... Not because something happened between me and my boyfriend nor between me and my family neither between me and anybody. It's just I saw and watched the stuff I that I feared since I was 10 years old... It's the Resident Evil stuff, I watched a Resident Evil trailer. I feared Resident Evil because I am afraid of it to be true someday since that science can possibly do something like... That's what I believe. I already told myself to stop check stuffs, especially watching videos, about Resident Evil since that I tend to have nightmares about zombie stuff and I have a counterphobia, fear of fearful situation. But why did I watch a Resident Evil trailer?... It is... CURIOUSITY. So let me say, for me, too much curiousity will give harm, which is in fact true. Oh... How many time do I have to swear that no more Resident Evil? Or rather... I should just overcome this fear. But for the mean time, no more of that stuff... Geez... I lost my concentration for studying because of that Resident Evil.

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

First Time Seeing a Meteor Shower

I feel so good and excited! I just experienced to witness to see a meteor shower for the first time... And it's so beautiful! I never thought that It would be like that. I didn't watch the actual meteor shower since it was about 2 or 3 hours ago. I just saw the "leftovers" of it. I saw the cute stars moving in a bit moderately faster speed than the normal and the shooting or falling that most people wishes to see.

*gasp* I can now slowly see how beautiful the world and life is.

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Secret of the Solstice

I found a new game which I can somehow lift up my senses on MMORPG and anime feelings which is the Secret of the Solstice. I just downloaded it yesterday and started playing it earlier. Well... I suppose it's like Ragnarok but I found it easier for me and I know I can easily to cope up during my hectic life. It's like Ragnarok and some PS1 game that I played before and I love the anime spice of it. I even made my own Secret of the Solstice desktop wallpaper.


Friday, December 11, 2009

Sugoi!

I went to a seminar about Multimedia Art in a school event yesterday. WOW! The speaker yesterday is superb! Emil Guinto (Sir Emil is what I call him since Andrew calls him that), is so good! He's Andrew's mentor when he is in First Academy of Computer Art and he showed his works that are so good! He is my idol already. hehehe... He showed his reel videos that are so nice and I wanna make videos as so good as he did.

Andrew introduced me to him and he's so nice. I'm a bit shy when talking to him since I just met him that time. Well... What I can say is GOOD, GOOD and GOOD! I saw on how he do his works. He so focused in doing so. He said he is a crammer and yes, he is! hehehe... But a crammer that you won't notice.

Well... He is just so good. I wanna study multimedia arts soon.

Teary Eyed Once Hearing the Voltes V Theme

I am watching Voltes V during this siesta time since that I think I can't go out with Albert for our monthsary treat since that dad haven't give his permission yet.

Well... When I heard this Voltes V theme during the "Let's Volt In" process, I was nearly cried. Maybe I'm just missing a lot of things right now. :)

Thursday, December 10, 2009

I Feel So Bored and Confused Inside

I was browsing several RF private server sites to brush away this boredom. But none did. I totally lost my interest in RF Online after my parents threaten me to stop playing that, after I get a GM spot and stopped playing by myself. I got so bored after that.

I checked my external HDD for some files. Then I saw a GBA emulator files here... I got quite interested. I was thinking of playing some games which is like movie when playing and with anime spirit. Then I thought of getting a PS1 emulator and play PS1 games here...and I think it would better work out on me.

*sigh* This RF thing totally lost me... Well, I have to get things back on myself and be myself anew again.

Thursday, December 3, 2009

I am Sick

Ooh... I don't feel well today. In other words, I'm sick. It was due to cold... But eventhough I'm adviced to stay at my bed,I stll get hold of myself of not to do things listed on my "To Do List".

Well... I'll just have to sort those things out since I can still work... Time is gold as anybody says. So I must work.