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Yesterday, I was working on my Card Captor Sakura Pink Cat Battle Costume and I am on 45% of its progress. I am excited to continue doing it today. But since I have classes today, my excitement today will set aside to comply with my responsibility. Well, first things first. I only have to go with flow.

Blank

Right now, I feel like I have something in mind but I don't have. I feel like I have something to do but I don't have also. I actually have a lot of things to be done but my mind got blanked because of how many are those. I have there school stuffs, church stuffs, music stuffs, pet stuffs, art stuffs, computer stuffs and much more. My mind I couldn't accommodate those ideas at the moment. I need mental management - another management thing again. So for now, I need to list all of those stuff then list it then schedule it then rest. That's all.

おはよう！

Unwell

Last Monday, me and my classmates did our swimming party together with my classmate Atche's birthday celebration. T'was a night full of fun.

But on the next day, my condition started to be unwell. I started to have sore throat, colds and slight headaches that time. So I went to see a doctor since that my vision got blurry during the swimming and my head hit the jeepney side flooring after I slipped while riding off the jeepney. I refused to be rushed on the nearest hospital since I got better after that minor accident. But since I am now seeing symptoms, the doctor advised me to make a CT scan to see if those symptoms are about the accident or just my colds.

So, today, since I'm not feeling unwell, I didn't took the exams for the two subjects, did the CT scan and took a bed rest through out the day.

Tomorrow, we will be claiming the results and I am hoping it's not bad.

Mental Block

A while ago, I was reviewing for today's exam. I was reviewing(rather reading) since 3:30am, Philippine time, but I absorbed nothing from the study materials that I am skimming and scanning for about 4 hours. So I took a break then played Boomz at Friendster. But still, no motivation points gained to study.

Oh my! It's only about 3 hours before my first exam for today. Mental block. Mental block. geez...

I hope my stock knowledge would work later. Also hoping... it would not become a stuck knowledge. Good luck to me!

I Miss dA, Blogging, GFX, Drawing and More

I'm so much filled with school stuffs. I am now missing doing stuffs like dA, blogging, graphic designing, drawing, music composing and more.

Today, I will be having my first day of preliminary exams and I reviewed - finally, after a long procrastination. But I can't say I can perfect my exams today. I just got my study momentum back after its hibernation.

Actually quite excited to do and to finish my exams today. Maybe I am quite prepared, that's why. But the actual reason is that, I'm just excited to get school stuffs done so that I could do art stuffs again. I really miss those.

I'll just make those things as my inspirations for me to work hard on school.

Ganbatte, bLizZter!!!

dA: I can now Upload Video Reels!!!

Yes! Finally! My deviantART film request has been finally accepted. I can now upload my video reels. Yeyey! Love it!

Check out my videos!!!

http://blizzter.deviantart.com/art/Kokoro-Flight-Partial-Editing-170388231?q=gallery%3AbLizZter%2F23531141&qo=0

Learning to Love Myself Again

Ever since started the 1st semester of this school year, I felt like being energetic to do everyday stuff. I'm always cheerful to meet and face everybody, even those who do grudge me. Well, I don't care. Everybody is everybody. We might have same and different perspectives with our ideas. That's what I learned from my previous experiences and that's what I am sticking to my mind. I should not mind those ideas opposite to what I really am. I make mistakes, yes. But it doesn't mean I'm the only one who does that. We are all humans, filled with imperfections and tend to make mistakes. Good thing I'm gaining my confidence back. I can now perform at the ends of my energy. Lesser hesitations of being stand corrected. I will never let myself be brought down again.