It's been months ago since I last had being in a relationship. It started beautifully but it ended painfully. The love that I was fighting for was not being fought with the one who I should have fighting with. I felt broken, used and sad. Hatred filled my heart. I forgot the true feeling of love.
I put most of my time to be very busy. I involve myself into different activities; cosplay, singing, studying sort of things, graphic designing and other stuffs just to forget the messed up feeling that I have that time. I got myself a part-time job as a digital inker and a full-time job as Software Engineer afterwards. I took my training and got regularized on my job.
I did, almost, forget the bitterness that I had from my previous relationship. I enjoyed the days of learning something new, earning good income and having a good social life. I was very happy, but something is still lacking.
In those days, I didn’t expect something will happen that will make my life very blissful again. I didn’t expect that someone will bring love back into my life.
He thought me to see new things beautifully, to feel things preciously, to experience things memorably and to live life with love that dazzles beautifully. He promised me that he will bring back the love that lost and will make me truly happy again. I never expected that I’m going to really experience those things. I never expected that he will actually do it for me. He made so much effort and sacrifices for me, just to make me truly happy again. He spent months on making me smile, comforting me from tears, and giving me precious moments on his courtship with me.
Now, I do feel very special. Special, in which I can’t explain in simple words. Special, that is somehow complicated to show how happy I am. I really never felt this way for a long time.
I am very thankful to God for hearing my prayer to be truly happy again. He awakened my heart from its long time sleep. I am so happy that I met him. Now, I’m just waiting for time to truly put love back into my life.
