Whispers in the Night

The Darkness of the dawn,

Indeedly serene as a deep blue sea,

The golden shining bulbs,

brightens the silent roads of life.

Listen the sound of spinning fan,

With people asleep with snores they sound.

Watching beyond the window

The peaceful life during the gentle dreams

I’m awake with eyes wide open,

I am supposed to be in bed at this moment of time.

But a frequent attack of banging cough,

The moment of my arcane dreams was put into halt.

Feeling an unwell condition,

Thinking when I am going to be well.

Missing the robust moments,

Wishing to be at the state once again.

Wanting to enjoy more, 

Wanting to enjoy everything in life.

Self-Esteem and Determination Breaks the Odds

There are some people are really can turn you down when hatred, envy and jealously goes in their minds. Especially when they see you something that they think will turn their worlds upside down to the negative state. You are doing something at your best and someone will just approach and says "I don't like you!". Then on the next day, false rumors about you are spreading and degrading your good reputation. Don't be intimidated by those. Make them your motivational factor for you to fulfill your goals. Let your self-esteem and determination clear your hindrances to reach your goals. Those people who tend to bring you down, are people who are the question on the crossword puzzle that you need to solve. They are just a driving factor for you to work hard more, to prove more what you can do... what you can do BETTER. Always think what you can do best. Also make sure, you always do something that will make others happy, another way of driving you to your success. Don't forget to pray to God for the guidance you need and be thankful for all the things that you receive on your everyday living. 

Good day and God bless you all!

Watch the VGA 2010 at Animax

Watch the most awaited the VGA 2010 , Video Games Awards 2010. There will be presented the best of the video games by top Hollywood celebrities. Get to know the "Game of the Year", "Most Anticipated Game", "Studio of the Year" and so much more! Premieres January 23, Sunday at 7:10pm (GMT+8) only at Animax. Also check the VGA 2010 website, http://www.animax-asia.com/shows/vga.

December 2010 Nature Shots

After attend the first day of Dawn Mass - "Misa de Gallo" to be called, I felt like wanting to do snap shots nature's manor. Walked around our village and took images of everything I seen nice.

(other images can be seen on my deviantART and flickr - don't have enough time on uploading right now)

Even bought some native munchies before going home.

Heart's Memoir

I smell the fragrance of early childhood breeze.
The days of long-lasting happiness.
The games we play, cheerfulness of life.
The food we eat, satisfaction of hunger.

Walking on streets, an everyday excitement.
Then running towards to joys of everybody.
Everyday is a greatness of God,
Happiness was astounding.

Remembering the days, brings back the life.
Wishes of love are the wishes of everlasting joy.
To bring back the lost happiness,
Kept hidden within the long lost years.

Struggling is what always felt,
Everything was not a joy to heart.
Longing the escape from a world of sadness,
Wanting a new start live out the fullest.

Wanting the Orchestra

I can't really get enough of the City Brass Band. I want to listen and watch them rehearse today. I was already been told by the guy yesterday to sit in with them and learn. But, I have a lot drawing stuffs to do also the interview stuff for tomorrow. *sigh* My another reason to go is to have my luck to be immediately accepted on the band by showing off my skills. Well... I really like performing in public, another reason I why I want to be in the band. I have a flute here, but I don't know if it'll fit on an orchestral band.

I dunno what this flute called. I'm still searching for its information. (Edit: This is called as recorder flute http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Recorder ) But now, I'm starting to study the transverse flute and I'm also planning to buy one (But I must save money for it first ).



I'm still making second thought on going there just to satisfy my heart's desire. I hope I could join them someday.

So Blissful Artsy Day

(Supposed to be posted on December 07, 2010)

I don't have class this day. So to spent the time which was supposed for school, I went on some places to get my mind filled with ideas to create artworks.

At first, I set my mind to look for good sceneries to take photos. But when I saw the Novo store, it's just like a magnetic field pulling me to it.So I went inside and browsed for some items which could help me boost up my ideas. I found some stickers which are somehow related to Chinese style art. I was hesitating to buy it, so I took pictures of it instead. (I need to save money... I only have 50 php in hand ... shhhh). I also found cute paper fans and some very cheap wigs (I didn't know this store has it *sigh*).

After store browsing, I took a walk heading to the Calamba City Plaza. I'm enjoying my walk because of some nice vintage houses , which some are already renovated, because of their architectural design (Actually, I was curious of them for me to get ideas for my dream house *giggles*). I walked until I get near the Rizal Shrine.

At first, I was shy entering the place because I'm thinking that there might be entrance fee. But because of my want to see some artworks, I just forget the thing of being shy and asked the shrine guard if there's any entrance fee and there wasn't. Then I enter the actual shrine itself. I'm not somehow truly amazed with the things inside since I'm not a fan of  earth colored stuff like stuffs from Spanish colonization.. I found inside the Shrine are the exhibited pots, wooden beds, chairs, tables and others stuffs which are Spanish like. But, I somehow felt contented because of the feeling of heritage in the shrine.

After the close look of the Rizal's home, I found great artworks created by Calambenos which are also exhibited in the shrine (I'm sorry for not getting some images, my camera got dead that time). I cried because of so much appreciation for the paintings there and it gave me another inspiration to do more artworks.

Before leaving the shrine, the guard told me that there is an art class held every Saturday and it just made me feel excited. I can now truly pursue my art career in no time. I can now forget the FACA stuff.

After that, I went to church for giving appreciation to God. Then, while crossing the pedestrian lane, I heard an orchestra music. My ears searched for where music is coming from and it was behind the City Plaza stage and I watch them play. I talked to a guy who is somewhat an officer from the City Hall. He told that they are the City Brass Band. He asked me what instruments I play, since I told him that I can also play instruments, and he asked me to apply. That made feel so excited then. After that, I really looked forward to play on an orchestra band.