Wednesday, February 3, 2010

3 Things for Today's Disappointment

My 3 things for today's disappointment:

  • My BF
My parents are telling me and giving me lectures about my BF since we have different social standards in terms of financial stability.They were telling me things that they are seeing with my boyfriend. They observe that he was not like doing anything to get something for him to earn an income and they think that he will not be an ideal husband for me, which will make me the family's breadwinner instead of him. But, I want and I don't want to believe on them. Since that they don't know much of his story and how he think and act. I believe that he is just waiting for the time and chance for him to do the must. But since time runs past and can never be back, he should be doing things immediately. I don't know. I just don't wanna leave him because I love him the more than I expected before. But I don't know if he is still loving me like the way before so that's why I wanna believe my parents. I know they want the best for me. But I can't just follow them like. Who's knows? They might wrong. So I'll just have to make proper measures and decisions about this.
  • My mom
She's just so hot headed. As always... Even a simple thing makes her mad so bad. I know she's tired or something that me and my sisters must understand but being mad will lead her nowhere and somehow can lead her to worse. So she better make an anger management.
  • My opportunity for an income
I told my parents about the online English tutorial that my neighbor was offering me before. I told them that I talked with this online English teacher, who handles this tutorial thing, and she's giving me 50% discount on the training and told me that it is 200php per hour of tutorial to my students. It was a nice income than my previous part time job. But my dad told me that it would be a scam since it is just online. But my dad don't know much of the internet than I am. I know which are fraud or not. Then he made the declining of my grades as a reason for not allowing me after I explained that I know the internet frauds since that I'm more internet oriented than my dad. If that's the reason, he should have pointed it out since I was in 1st year or 2nd year of my college.

Anyways... I'm now quite calmed down since that I got some sleep a while ago. Now I have to deal on somethings for my project proposal.

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